Dear Honey,
I want to give you the best life you can possibly have. Part of that would be giving you a great childhood. Here is a list, so that I don't forget, of things I would like to get for you.
Baby's First Christmas Ornament
Stocking
Dress Up Costume Box
Play-Doh
Legos
Silly String
Magic Rocks Aquarium
Lincoln Logs
Vintage Baby Toys
Dear Lisbeth,
Having you as my sweet, cuddly little infant daughter has been an absolute treasure so far. You are about 3 and a half months old right now.
I am starting to notice more and more things that I am really looking forward to doing with you. As I think of them, I will list them here. It will be interesting to know how I imagine the different moments in our life together, and then to see how things happen when the moment finally arrives.
One thing that I am really looking forward to is dressing you and helping you find your own style. Of course (I have no idea what I will look like when this happens) I have a dark style and would love it if you did too.
I can just imagine you with little skulls and plaid skirts and little baby fishnet stockings and boots, and your little motorcycle jacket <3
I also think it would be so precious if you end up being very girly and loving hair bows and fluffy skirts and pink, lovely outfits.
I feel like I can imagine all the possibilities I want, and no matter what I envision, you will come up with something completely beautiful and unique, and find your own style that makes you happy.
I can't wait until we can pick out clothes together, and go shopping, and I can fix up your soft, beautiful hair and paint your fingernails for you. I'm sure someday you'll want to paint my nails and do my makeup, cos little girls always do.
I would love to teach you how to customize clothing (as long as you ask me before you cut up something nice!), and we can make kandi jewelry together, or cosplay outfits. We can get your ears pierced if you like, but I want to wait until you're old enough to understand what's going on and decide if you want to do it or not.
Basically, sweetheart, I am just so in love with you and I am really looking forward to all of the fun we will have together.
I love you so much :)
I dreamed this morning that David had you in a grocery basket and was pushing you around his work, showing you to all of his coworkers, and that he was so happy and in love with you. It was my ideal family, just you, me and David. I wonder if that dream really can come true.
